Unproductive

I didn't go to work today... very unproductive. I just slept and then did a bit of modeling. The family came home so I lost my "modeling appettite" and went to the my parents room to watch TV, eat ice cream, read the new issue of FSM (F*cking Sex Magazine a.k.a. Fine Scale Modeler) and browse for model reviews (I like multitasking).

I should have gone to work. I thought I would get to talk with Michelle Cherie but stupid baka Mark picked his dad's phone instead of his. I realized this too late to discove that she called me and left a message. I called her but she was on her way to some birthday party =/. She asked me to call her tomorrow when i get home from work tho. At least, I have something to look forward to.

I am tired of this infatuation thing. I wish she liked me back but I feel that i am not enough. As I said, she is just a nice and not necessarily showing "signs" of liking me but I am just a big sucker for niceness and sweetness. I wish I was gay.

I take that back.

Must be the Inferiority Complex kicking in.

The family picture last Wedneday. It wasn't very bad. I even got to work on time. I called them two hours before my shift to say I will be an hour late but I made it just fine. I still hate it when my family plans things without my knowledge.