Bad

There are days that I just feel like I want to die. This is one of them. This morning, I was tag-teamed by my family with nagging, gatong and such things. What made me go off is when my parents scolded me because my sister ate my lunch. How nice.

Then, work. It ended 1:30AM and im so freakin tired. when i called katter, i get the answering machine. I am so fuckin annoyed with myself.

Then my mom came in with her classical "go to bed" nagging as iff I will kill the whole world if I stay up a couple minutes to finish some email replies.

I wanna die.

I really wish I get hit by a car or truck and die instantly. Or maybe, I get shot in a there is a school/work shooting a la Columbine. A car wreck would be nice too. I wish I am not a wuss to commit suicide.