Freer

Sometimes, the thought of the people I cared for and doesn't care for me brings me down. The thought that somebody I've been really close to forgetting me makes me think. When I think about it tho, It all boils down to me. I just let it happen. There are so much crap going on I don't even recognize the subtle varying degress of importance and attention situations or personalities deserve. We meet alot of them in our lives but I don't think (at least from experience) nobody can keep track. It's just sad that sometimes the people you value are those that will forget about you in a heartbeat. The question is "is this greed?" Self-centeredness? Why would I expect other people I come in contact with be of the same level of my sentimentality? Why do i expect people to even care? I'm Mark. And tho that name holds millions of other personalities, I am the only Mark that I can attest to - the only Mark that I am. I'm unique, and as Kat puts it simply, I'm weird.