Last day of Life Teen today. it was really fun. We didn't have talks today, just games and game and some more games.I played i met sheldon, a sophomore who likes cars, bikes and other stuff. i see him lot but this was the first time i really talked to him. i also played with Becka and Becki and one-of-them's sis (Laura, i think). I forgot the name of tha game but it was the one with the table with airholes and a puck. It was a really fun night. I just thoug: would i miss going to Life teen? I really doubt it. I never really felt included anyway because they are really nice ppl. The Core team more or less do their best to make ppl feel included. It's my fault fot being O.P. Or maybe i will miss them. I wont be goin to the life nights after the 5:30 mass. I won't be talking to the ppl I met there. I won't meet the ppl in my small group and such. owell.It was an experince. I'm too old for them anyway...

At least i feel like that when they start talking about their high schools..

I feel somewhat down. kat already left but I feel our convos today wasn't "enough." Im not upset because she left me, but because i come to realize how unstable our line of communicationis. We only rely on the net (with webcam, fortunately) without phonecalls or whatever.. yeah, i miss her but i don't wanna be called obssessive. maybe i am but I still don't like the word...

ANYWAY, I hate how our timing is goin... today, we didnt have a decent talk. everytime im on, she gotta go and vice versa. It was like this since yesterday. The schedule sucks. yuck.. i hate that word, "schedule." bad experience in regard to relationships....
Speaking of schedules, my being a bad procastinator is bothering me again. i havent done any problems for my Physics HW.... owell.. from now on, i will set a schedule of doing stuff... hmmm.... i wonder when that scheule will be...

Im goin to see a movie tomorrow night with Minh. Fiding Nemo, I think. Me kinda excited. i really wanna see those fishies. haha. i sound like a child.