Woke up late. Watered the plants. got ready for friends to come over. Went to Tom thumb to get land-o-lakes butter. Cooked rice and Shrimp Linguini. Inindian ni Jek. Its good tesha came but i just ate my own food.. watched Matrix reloaded with her at Grapevine Mills. Did some browsing (she did clothes, i did video games). Almost got lost on 121. Ate dinner at Applebee's. Went home and got depressed....

Had doubts... i hate having doubts. also, i hate having problems and not talking about it.