Wednesday was crappy. I had afairly easy test in Statics but I dunno what happened to me. Was I nervous? Or was I just stupid in tests? Owell. It felt really crappy. Mix of guilt and self-blame. I have no idea what happened. It was stupid.

English 1302 also ended last Wed. We just wrote an essay about "If you can have any all-expense paid trip to any place in the world , where would it be and why?" and one person (I think it was Austin) said he will go to meet with Dr. Ruth. It was funny. I wrote about going back to the Philippines and seeing my friends again ang goin to the tourist spots. I liked my English class. it was fun. Too bad it's over...

Thursday. No Chem class but I still went to school to study for my calculus test in the coming saturday (yesterday... more on that later). I didn't study much though. I just ended up staying most of the morning in Ransom Hall. So i just ended up just studying a lil part (just one question) of the review manual! I can't believe I paid 2 bucks ont he piece of umm.... tae. Ngek! Ang korni!! HAHAHAHA!! So bad....
So anyhoo....... I studied harder on Friday. basically, i concentrated doing trigometric methods on integrals. I dunnot but i didn't do anything else.. I didn't feel like studyin much.... I wasn't in the mood. usually i get in the mood of studyin after a few minutes of reading magazines. now, it's like i really don't want to study. Owell.

Saturday was the big day. Calculus 2 departmental Finals. Very big day. i studied with jan the whole morning and the test was at 12 to 2:30 PM. it went Ok... I dunno how i did though. Do you know the feeling that you just got out of a room from a test and you neither feel confident nor otherwise. I am just happy it is over.

"Sometimes, we let our hearts get ripped by things we do not know. Or worse yet, things we are not sure of. It is better to know a bad phenomena than wonder how it really went. Here comes the great role of honestly in our society. Knowing the truth and getting hurt is far better than worrying and prolonging the pain" ~~~ Some person who loves airplanes

I read this lil quote from somewhere and now i am employing its principles. I modified it somehow because I don't remember the exact wording especially the last part...:
"If you love someone,
Set her free...
If she comes back, she's yours forever,
If she doesn't, she never was.... so f*ck off"