UTA Volunteers had the Spring semester's socials last night. I was given three awards: Most Valuable Committe Member, Most Volunteer Hours Award and Most Valuable Volunteer. I was soooo happy. I didn't expect I'd get these stuff cuz i suck.. lol. Owell....... I didn't get to go. I had to pick up my mom as usual. Christie just gave me the certificates this afternoon after my class. I think the awards is the reason why Ivory (new madame president) was really trying hard to persuade me to come to the ceremony thingy. well. it was all cool. I had to do HW's neway.

Also, I almost forgot to mention that I was elected Communications Committee Chair by just one vote against Charles! I am so blessed and lucky. Now I have more pressure on me to show my best and do a more critical job. Pls pray that I don't mes up.
Speaking of HW, my mom got mad at me again for staying up late last night. She doesn't like me staying up late EVEN if I am doing academic work.. Gosh, I was so pissed. She was saying that I should not chat while I am doing my HW! I don't like her dictating me how and when I study. I can't just focus satring on a page for hours y'know? Besides, it is not one of the homeworks you actually finish. They are more of practice exercises that you get to turn in what u solve. I had to do something different (I am starting to believe I have ADD). I have been tring to solve them the whole day and I can't just spend the night just getting nowhere. I think the good thing is I get to get my work done instead of trying to do them while she is nagging me. I wasn't in a bar to drink and smoke. I was not out picking up girls to have sex. I was not in the streets doing drugs. I was HOME doing my HOMEWORKS!...... Haaaaaaayyy... parents.....

This is one of the reasons I don't like being here. Mama just gives too many restrictions since i got here for me to live a normal life. It's very friustrating. Just leave it to that and multiply it a million times. Thoughts like this makes me want to die (I'm dead serious). It's just depressing to think that I am with a family that does not care. Palamon lang ako sa kanila. If I die, I would be doing them a GREAT favor. They won't be obliged to pay thousands to send me to college, they will have their privacy and they won't have to include me in their feeding list. They won't have to include my shirts in the laundry and they won't have anyone to get mad on when they are stressed. One thing though: nobody's gonna do errands for them.

...Anyway, tama na ang drama.....

I am completely in love (no, its not the church girl). Sa totoo lang, I dunno how to call it but I guess you know what I mean without the technicalities. At least she makes me happy. I hope, that's what I make her feel too...