i had a pretty good week. i got good results in my exams but I know i could have done better. I don't know why but I don't feel motivated (academically speaking) this past week. i was bored and lazy at the same time. I have no idea why. In scale of 1-10, i would rate this week a 7. there are times that really made me "happy" but there are down moments too.That happens when u get bored and you start contemplating of the stuff that surrounds you.

I am the type of person that can't be alone for a long time. I need to at least know that somebody is with me. i don't know. I am just lonely I think.

Anna made me realize something about my blog. It's full of boring crappy dtail but almost no emotional stuff. therefore, I am not revealing the real me. It's just because I consider this to be a public blog. It is intended to those who don't know me much. Now I dunno if I should write about those stuff. it's like I know People don't appreciate continuous rantings and stuff. And if ever i did, I would just get long sermons from my friends.

why do ppl have the right to get depressed but I don't? Why are friends unfair just because
"they care?" Just wondering...

Hmm.... the weather is pretty bad here. they have thunderstorm and tornado warning. Its hailing right now and the light here is beginning to flicker. i better wrap this up before The comp goes off and mess up my update....