I had a dental check up today. medyo long overdue na nga yung dental prophylaxis kse last May pa yung last. dapat raw every six months eh January na. wala lang. astig naman kse feeling fresh ulit teeth ko.

About sa school, wala pa kong anything interesting to say. boring pa rin as usual. Sa calculus lat english lang ako may natututunang bago. weird noh? speaking of calculus, i just submitted the first hw this morning. Feeling ko medyo mas may posibilidad na mataas ang makuha kong grade. Una, feeling ko (at sabi ng mga tao-tao) na madali lang yung instructor. Isa pa, regular yung homeworks. that means mapu-pwersa akong mag-aral. wala lang. dapat lang kasi mwala na tong procastination sa katawan ko. mahirap yun, i know, pero ok lang. basta sana mataas yung grade ko.

I'm transferring my calculus notes. di ko pa matapos. siguro ituloy ko na lang tomorrow. pagod na ko eh. siguro before chem, simulan ko na para astig.

Kanina, may org fair sa University Hall. pumunta ako sa San Saba Lounge kasi hinahanap ko yung AIAA (hmmm i forgot the long name but its an international aerospace organization). tapos ankita ko yung isang girl from FSA so binati ko, "Hi Veasna!". tapos sabi nya "I'm not Veasna," with that sorry look on her face. gabe, I was sooo embarrassed. di ko alam sasabihin ko. I said a little "sorry" then fled the area. Pahiya na naman ako. parang gusto kong lamunin ako ng lupa pero di na lang kasi baka di ako makahinga dun.

Tinuruan ko si Tesha ng math kanina sa dorm nya. She's taking precal right now and of course, Im more than glad to help habang nanonood ng DVD "Sorority Boys" . di ko nga lang sure yung isang pinapaturo nya (exponents stuff na di ko sure pano i-apporach) kaya feeling ko na-bad trip sya. owell. sana lang may natutununan sya. Tutal, chineck ko naman homework nya eh.

Yun lang muna ngayon. inaantok na ko eh.

I went to Grapevine Mills mall yesterday to turn in the application forms I got from the stores last thurday. I submitted to "Old Navy," "Bed, bath and Beyond" and "Books-a-million" and i got an application from GAP. i also applied online (in the store) to JCPenny last thursday because they are the only store i saw that says they are hiring. I will submit it prolly next week. I also tried in the sports store (i forgot the name) but their computer application thingy is messed up. The supervisor guy in Old Navy told me that they are not currently hiring cuz they are downsizing the staff from the Christmas season. This time is like a down season for stores because the holidays just ended. Too bad for me. luckily, JCPenny have openings. i hope i get accepted.

Ummm.. I didnt learn nething this week that i didn't know before the semester except calculus stuff. I already know the Chemistry things we were discussing. For the lessons in my Engineering Statics, we already had that in Physics. i guess this will be a pretty easy semester as long as i do my HWs. Well, math is always an exception. i need to conentrate on that since thats my weakness. i gotta love (forcibly) Calculus 2.

I got magazine free issue offerings from the mail. one is fro "Air and Space" which is addressed to my mom. i immediately tore the reply card and dropped it in the mailbox. I then realized that i forgot to put it in the envelope. yeah, i know what you are thinking right now. Stupid me. Neway, the other offering is from playboy. I grabbed it already before my mom saw it. It's addressed to me. They said thet they will give me a "free gift" of a special edition magazine called "Nude College Girls" if i avail the free issue. Nice. I can't risk my mom seeing the delivery tho. Malilintikan ako.

For some reason, I feel down. I don't exactly know why. or to put it more clearly, I don't know why I am affected too much by things. Maybe, i know the reason but I refuse to state them here. i don't think this is the right place to express my rantings. bahala na.

I just got here in UTA and i still have over half an hour before my first class starts. It's only been the third day of school but my enthusiasm is already wearing thin. It's obvious in the mornings. as every day passes, the longer it takes me to convince my half-asleep mind that I have to get up already. Hmmm... maybe because i don't like my schedule that much. imagine leaving home at 6:30 AM to avoid any traffic whatsoever. later than that and my mom will ask me to drop her off her office that may jeopardize the schedule. Or maybe, it's with the teachers. ok lang naman sila except yung aking Engineering mechanics, statics instructor. he doesn't speak english well and I'm worried i migh have troubles in class. basta. Bahala na. extra effort na lang.

As i have said, third day of the year (and semester) today. in short, nothing special. I have a syllabus quiz in english later so i read my syllabus last night. Kung ano na naman ang pinauso ng mga English teachers na yun. It's to make sure we read the syllabus raw. leche. owell. cge na. hanggang dito na lang.

It snowed today!! It's so awesome!! as in astig parang totoo!! hehe. neway, in case your wondering why im freakin out, i just wanna say that this is the first time ever na nakakita ako ng totoong snow that is actually falling from the sky (as in sa totoong buhay!). I've been to Maryland before but we stayed there during the spring and summer so walang snow. tapos, rare pa ang snow dito sa Texas kaya swerte ko lang talaga. it didn't accumulate much though cuz it only snowed for a few hours. It melted before the day ended. Neway, i've been takin pictures with the snow (i guess i took 3 or four pics of me in front of our house wearing my brand new blue jacket). Too bad di masyadong mataas yung snow para sa snowman or snow angels pero ok lang. masaya naman tumitig sa labas na puting-puti at panoorin matunaw yung mga napunta sa window sill. after several minutes (about 1 1/3), na-bore na ko at bumalik sa harap ng aking comp. haaaaay.. buhay.

One more thing. Today is the last day of my winter break!!! YAY!! back to school!!! Magkakapera na naman ako from my allowance!! hehe. di kse ako binibigyan kung walang klase kaya hayun. masaya ulit ako in a way. also, makikita ko na ulit UTA friends ko. hehehehe. Isa pa, I've been talkin alot with Kay Reyes on the phone and net (HI KAY!!). to those who don't know, she's one of my batchmates in pisay and she's going to University of Texas Austin this spring semester. wala lang. na-excite lang akong makakilala ng isang tao from my batch in pisay na nsa Texas rin. Kahit na mas malaki pa ata ang Texas sa Pilipinas, nakaka-thrill pa rin yung idea. miss ko na talaga pisay.

tinamad na kong balutin yung gifts (late Christmas gifts) ko sa mga UTA friends ko. wala lang. sana magustuhan nila. malamang naman di nila iche-check to kaya ii-spill ko na... hmmm... nevermind. who cares naman di ba? samin na lang yun. hmmmm... ano pa ba?... la na kong masabi... until next time.

Today, I added comment/captions to the pics. I got the colors of the guestbook changed and make it compatible with the Blog page (check and see!!). I don't know yet what else to add or change in here... hmmm any suggestions?

I just finished improving the navigation panel. I found my other class pictures kaya kumpleto na yung lahat ng class pictures ko nung elementary. kaso nga lang, kulang-kulang yung sa high school. ang meron lang akong matinong class pic eh yung nung freshman year (i have all three versions) at junior year (courtesy of Joanne Rebultan ---thanks Joanne!!!). Yung sa junior year, malabo pa . di ko alam kung bakit. owell.. i still added them in there. I also added a pisay pipol pics gallery para masaya. Yun yung mga pics na kinuha ko nung last months ko sa pisay. wala lang. nasenti ako nung mga panahon na yun for some reason (nope, it's not because of my love life). Owell, kung sino and merong gustong i-donate, you are very welcome. For now, just enjoy the site. =)

In accordance to popular demand, I now have pictures published in my webpage (yehey!!) . Just click on the "Pictures" link to see this new feature. I just scanned all but one of the 39 pics i uploaded in the galleries (and double that for the thumbnails!). Can you imagine how tedious that is!?!? Hehe... im glad i finished it tho (whew!) . Magdaragdag na lang ako sa mga susunod na araw/buwan/taon/decada/century/millenium/whatever para maging mukhang updated naman tong aking mumunting webpage. Of course i cannot do this without any inspiration. so....Thanks Dayna!!!! hehe...

And for the other readers of this, just leave ur suggestions in the guestbook and we'll see what we can do. Salamats! =)

I just added a guestbook (in short, gbook) to my webpage. To those reading this, pls feel free to write ur comments, suggestions and violent reactions. I need them para mas ma-improve ko tong aking mumunting webpage. salamats!!

Manigong Bagong Taon!!!!! Maligayang Pasko rin (well, it's still technically the Christmas Season)! wala lang. andito ako, nagpapakabato sa harap ng aming payak na kompyuter. Miss ko na yung mga mga maingay na celebration sa pinas.e dito, utot lang ata ang pinakamalakas na maririning mo. matagal-tagal na rin akong di nakaka-update but not my longest yet. Ang ginawa ko lang naman sa winter vacation ko so far ay mag-chat online at maglaro ng kung anu-anong PC games. Siyempre, andyan pa rin ang paghuhugas ng plato at paglilinis ng sari-saring parte ng aming mumunting tahanan (bait ko noh?) Sinusubukan ko rin umpisahan (at tapusin) yung mga model na nakatambak sa isang kahon sa aking kwarto (at last, natapos na rin yung Fi-103 at Mitsubishi Zero!! hehe). Di ko nga lang mapinturahan kse masyadong malamig pa rito. baka sa summer na lang para mas masaya.. hehe.

Kung sa tingin nyo ay masaya ako so far, nagkakamali kayo. Ewan ko pero sa totoo lang, parang pumapasok na naman yung depressions sa katawan ko. Bad trip nga eh. malamang, dulot na naman yung ng kaboringan sa buhay ko. that's why i've been trying to keep myself busy. nare-realize ko na kelangan ko talaga ng kaibigan dito sa neighborhood. di ko kayang mabuhay ng walang kaibigan. Owell. miss ko na friends ko....

Katatapos ko lang kausapin si Michele Winslow sa telepono. she's a friend from Maryland. Sabi nya nga, para raw akong walking paradox. we came to that conclusion nung nabangggit kong gusto kong maging engineer pero ayoko ng math, ayoko ng fiction pero gusto kong maging write at kung anu-ano pang contradictions. Lalo lang lumakas ang paniniwala kong weirdo talaga ako....

astig noh?